‘I alone can do it’.
These five extraordinary words kept coming back to me as I reflected on Donald Trump’s first year as president of the US.
He made this claim during his speech accepting the Republican nomination in July 2016.
At the time it struck me simply as a delusional expression of his grandiosity.
Looking back I also hear the plaintive wail of a desperate child who believes he is alone in the world with no one to care for him.
‘I alone can do it’ is Trump’s survival response to: ‘I must do it all alone’.
There are two Trumps.
The one he presents to the world is all bluster – bullying and certainty.
The other – which I have long felt haunts his inner world – is the frightened child of a relentlessly critical and bullying father and a distant and disengaged mother who couldn’t or wouldn’t protect him.